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    He can't come crawling back. He has to stay 200 yards away from me. No phone calls, no letters...no having other people call me on his behalf....it's all a violation of the Protective Order. That 200 yards includes home, school and work. I am working on my anger and sheer hatred. Eventually I start therapy...I have a "Math Therapist" at the moment...helping me deal with Math anxiety. I have a 81.5 average right now. Putting school first....I have A's in my other classes. It's all out of my Math Therapists league anyways, we have talked about it. I am sad....I loved James so much. He just couldn't accept it I guess. I went to look for a job and wore make-up....James thought I was going to see a boyfriend. He had pictures of me out, that were taken in 2007 and 2004 or so, way before I knew him...and because I "looked sexy" in those pictures, I cheated on him. He blocked me from going into the kitchen to get a drink and blocked me in the bathroom. I found out later that he unplugged the home phone. A neighbor heard me scream and called the police. 8 of them showed up. In time I'll get back on the subject of PICS. It seems as though however they are when they go in, is how they are when they get out. I can't seem to talk too much about now, but I'll get there. I really want to talk about it. I don't know what all to say. If anyone wants to ask me anything, go right ahead. I hope that what I have gone through can help someone. I can promise you, the signs are there, your heart just gets in the way and you don't know how to read them.

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    That's amazing you're a straight A student! Congratulations on putting yourself first and doing what you need to do.

    I'm glad the protection order protects you from all angles with no loopholes for him to wiggle through.

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    I wish I was straight A...I have a low B in Math and Midterms coming up. Since I don't have James to fight with, I fight with Math. The spawn of Satan's Bunhole.

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    My other classes are Dance Appreciation and US History...easy A's. I've been diggin' on the Seven Years War or as "We" call it the French and Indian War.

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    I LOVE MATH
    Seriously lol. I'm an accountant. Numbers just do it for me.
    Now seriously I'm happy you're not staying and you're setting an example. Too many women go crawling back, I'm guilty of doing so as well.
    I hope he gets his shxt together and realizes he needs to learn to take care of his self, you're not his mom!

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    I wish I understood people who LOVE math. I am hooked up with Disability accomodations for Math. I get 50% extra time and quiet testing. Seriously, Dx+Hy=J solve for x...my brain goes blankety blank. I finally realized that I am done with proving to James that I love him. According to him, I screwed the entire Sheriff's Dept. and all my friends and co-workers. Anyone I talk to, I'm doin'. I understand that it's insecurity and immaturity on his part, but that's some kind of messed up craziness. He even hated me being on here and talking about anything...guess according to him I've done all yawl too. I get around huh? I talked to some dude at the Parole Office who was retiring and he said that they have issues concerning women when they get out. Racism is off the chain but women,,,,even more so. There is something going on with female guards. I made the mistake of trying to talk about it one time on Jpay...and as my luck would have it, some ex-guard who fell in love with an inmate wound up talking to me. I did not understand the severity of it. It's as though I have to apoligize for having boobs and being pretty. Or even having a life before I met him. Straight up jealousy.

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    I don't remember said sex between you and I, however I'm sure it was great??
    You should never have to prove you love someone. If the love is there and real you don't need to speak it, it's just always there.
    His own insecurities are why things didn't work and never would work. He can 't blame being in prison either, hitting someone is not due to prison, it's due to you being a piece of shxt!

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    that's fer sure, I am just a big ol' horny goat. Ouwe bok. Big ol' piece of **** cake.

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    Also, I forgot to ask, how come you haven't gotten a tutor for math. There are online tutors you can use!

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    I have 3 tutors in Math. One is the Director of the University Math Department....Mr. Payne...Pain...yep...'bout figures.

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