Shattered, broken , torn and now I am a mess too!
One of my pals, my favorite pal and now best friend , well was now my best friend is on work release, he gets out with 17 1/2 yrs parole early next year. Earlier in the year he proposed to me, sent me a beautiful package with a proposal, but he knew I could not marry him, not now at least, we have been down this road before, as I was concerned with his lengthy parole, I needed to work through it, and I made him aware of these concerns
...My Dearest pal...Reflecting on some of the songs you sent me and how much I have grown as an individual....thinking of you at this very minute..and hope you will not stay vex with me forever..... because I miss you....I miss our friendship!
Miss the silly us....love this song tho..never heard of it before until you sent it and It makes me smile each time I hear it.....Counting down your days to Freedom!
I face the day again
Against the window pane
I remain your closest friend
And wish you back again
You wonder how I feel
You ( I) think you've pushed too far
If only you could see this pen
Scribbling down my heart..........
I'll be waiting
I may be young or old and gray
Counting the days
But I'll be waiting
And when I finally see you come
I'll run when