I sit here unable to breath, the pain in my heart hurst so badly. I posted on the forum about happy endings a whlie back. I had found a former pp and he had settled and married his first love, had a ready made family of five kids and his own tattoo business, a home he loved and the love he truly deserved.
Then today i find it was not such a happy ending.The woman he loves has gone,left him in a way that there is no coming back from. I don't know the details..not sure i want to know the details,
Love is something that we are all allowed to feel, infact it is something we expect to feel at some point in our lives.
It may not always happen as you expected it to happen, the "conventional" way..go to a pub, meet a guy and live happily ever after, blah, blah.
I never was any good at conventional, always a black sheep, non-conformist. So why is it that after two years of writing to my secret man, loving him, but never telling anyone about him, i now find myself in a prison
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