I had a dream where I was justifying penpaling with airport security guard, and another that I was give testimony at his parole hearing and the Judge there said he had to stay in prison till he had better penmanship and stopped reusing stamps.
The real enemy is the man who tries to mold the human spirit so that it will not dare to spread its wings.
I can understand how some people may question such strong feelings so soon after first knowing someone, especially if they haven't themselves experienced them - or have but have been played over or just not had those feelings rocipricated. But that doesn't make the other person's feelings any less real or true.
It's more important how the person deals with those feelings, I think. Love at first sight does happen, and does sometimes work out just fine.
Wait for me in Idaho. Jon 1938-2012
"Just because someone is offended doesn't mean they're right." -Ricky Gervais
i had a dream my PP didnt want to leave prison when I went and picked him up( which i cant do anyway)... he wanted to stay in there and hang out with the nurses... so I kicked all of their asses including his and walked out - head held high. Haha... but I have also had a dream that when he got released I put him in a claw foot bath full of herbsfrom a curendera and all of his years of torment , struggle and pain started flying off of him in the shape of moths and butterflies... I shared both of the dreams with him, he loved one and told me I was crazy - for the other one.. he tells me Im crazy alot... and then laughs about it... I guess I dont censor anything... and I am very unapologetic about all the rest... then there is the sex dreams.. but I leave that to our letters .
Nada es para siempre,
quiero amarte hoy
por si no hay mañana
Over 30+ years I have had heaps of dreams about my imprisoned penpals. Most of those dreams have had a Wizard of Oz quality about them: heightened colour, cornfields to leap through, journeys to make, etc.
These past couple of months I've had more realistic dreams about a current penpal. I talk to Z daily (sometimes multiple times daily) via corrlinks. I take these dreams as a warning that I have become overly obsessive about him. He did some really bad things, and I'm not hoping that he will be released, ever in this life.
"PRAY FOR THE DEAD AND FIGHT LIKE HELL FOR THE LIVING"
Mother JonesRed Blood of Love