Woke up, sad, lonely and angry. I love my pp's, and I love my baby. But how do each of you wake up each day and get excited about everything when some days its a chore to even think of moving cause you know you have those you care about locked up in a Prison somewhere with big steal doors in front of them. Sorry there are some days where I feel so disgusted that they are in such horrible conditions and I don't feel happy to wake and continue my day normally. NOW I have sent out mail to DR which in a way has me a bit freaked. YEAH, I thought I could never bring myself to write someone on DR. Cause my fear is I would care deeply for the person they are and poof, they would be gone from my life, from this world. BUT I did it, maybe Im being foolish but I felt I COULD, that maybe in some enlightening way I would become stronger with it. SIGH, who knows. Maybe Im just being a big baby??? I don't know... All I know is today, Im lonely. Today I wish to not have to get out of bed, but I do. And CONTINUE with my day. See you all later.
HUGS
someone hug me please.... I need some today

(((((Sweetipie))))) Here is a GREAT BIG hug just for you! Hope it brings a smile to your face!!

{{{{BIG HUGS}}}} Some days we all need that. Actually we do. Not to go all coldly analytical on you, but there is scientific support for the fact that touch deprivation (no hugs, no tender strokes on the back) can lead to depression and susceptibility to illness. (Wayyyy more than you probably wanted to know lol)

I do empathize with how you feel in regards to people you care about being locked up. There are some days I feel so overwhelmed with the tasks ahead to even get mine a retrial let alone out that I feel like crawling in a hole and just staying there. But at least we've got each other. We know how you feel and what you're going through. Hang tough, kiddo :-)

(((((((((((((((Sweetipie))))))))))))))))
I feel you! I have a hard time with it sometimes. It is really hard thinking about how I am aching to feel my Baby's touch, and I can't even imagine how he is feeling. I can't imagine the loneliness and pain that is his every day. I say a prayer for him daily, and it helps, a little. Unfortunately, that's all I can do for now. That and try to make the most out of our letters. We don't talk on the phone yet, He can't add me till January. I'm counting the days.
Hang in there!

Thank you all... Just seeing your posts really helped me feel a bit better and lighten my day. Lots of love to you all... Hope you all have a good day

You're allowed to feel a little down from time to time ((((HUGS)))) We're all here for
you X

I know the feeling in getting up so empty inside, and if you made the right decision. The decision was entirely up to you rather to continue or not. The deicison didn't have to be made in the negative, but in your heart you knew it couldn't be avoided. I don't know lm like you, l feel like a child again and wishing l didn't have to make a decision. I just never thought really, this type of decision would have to be made. Just feeling really sad today and cannot seem to let go of the feelings, even though l have let go of him. What is wrong?? Thanks everyone for listening.
Amy