About a year ago I began to write a guy in prison because my marriage was falling apart after 9 years. The guy and I became the best of friends and when I finally got up the courage to leave my husband because of drug abuse and other forms of abuse I started to go and see him and talk with him on the phone everyday. Wefell in love and I knew I had met my soul mate... months later My parents thru me out of their home and I was forced to return to my husband that I no longer love because I had 2 small kids and no where else to go.. I had to let the love of my life and my soul mate go- I broke his heart and in turn broke mine. As soon as I got back with My spouse I was miserable and missed MH (my love), I wrote letters and sent cards expressing my sorrow and apologies .. he finally wrote back - not a love note to be sure but I feel it's hope for another chance no matter what the package. I am writing in to ask for prayers, Christmas wishes whatever you can offer in the way of support that I might be reunited with my soul mate, my bestfriend, and the love of my life... Not a day goes by that I don't long for time to turn back so that I would know then what I know now, that I can't live without him.
If anyone has been there or has any suggestions please feel free to e-mail me at justhnging@yahoo.com. I really appreciate your time... Thank you.
Sincerely, destintofall

destintofall:

What you seriously need is some counseling to help you become your own person, and not depend on others for your happiness.

I am curious as to why your parents would have thrown you out. I feel there's something missing in your story.

hello and welcome in this forum,my heart goes to you and i am hoping that soon you will have the life you should have.i agree with lawdog.to be back with your spouse isn't the solution if there is abuse of different kind and two young children who will,may have already, suffer.different solutions are offered to women who like you are in this type of relationship.i am hoping that your situation will improve,it takes often time and efforts but it does worth it.sasha

welcome to the board, we are glad to have you, i would love to chat with you and will be emailing you soon. please feel free to chat us,

lulu

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