My depression is for a couple reasons one I took too long to learn my lesson and may spend better part of my young adult hood in a prison. Secondly I am ill not just the stones, I have a few health issues, and I think I stress get sicker and then bam I can barely function. I am not trying to pry on sympathy so please understand that. I was severely abused when I was younger and ended up with a TBI, as a result of that I have petite mal seizures and I just am flustered, do you know what I mean?

yeah i understand it's a combination of everything right now.
try to keep yourself together and stay strong,i know i have easy talking i'm not in your situation but it doesn't help when you freak out.
stress can give a lot health issues.

hugs from holland.

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be nice to the people on your way up,because you will meet them again on your way down

J.D. You are doing so well mate! My goodness my eldest son is the same age as you and he would have no idea. About anything! So sorry to hear about your abuse and the subsequent health issues. I have no idea what to say. God bless and take care and I will be here if you want to write to me. I wish I had the power to make it all o.k. You are so strong and you are entering with a huge support network. You have all of our support!

J.D. You are doing so well mate! My goodness my eldest son is the same age as you and he would have no idea. About anything! So sorry to hear about your abuse and the subsequent health issues. I have no idea what to say. God bless and take care and I will be here if you want to write to me. I wish I had the power to make it all o.k. You are so strong and you are entering with a huge support network. You have all of our support!