Hello...Looking for open minded friends who know what I am going through and will support me through it rather than place judgement.

I am a single mom of 2 kids, My boyfriend of 2 years is in Prison here in Ohio. Met him almost a year before he went in and I had NO idea he was wanted or that I would be facing this now. The thing is I was already in love with him when he was caught and no one seems to understand why I can't just let go. Everyone lectures me about him and I just wanna scream sometimes. I am new to this and really have no clue as to what I am doing it took me Two months to figure out how to set up a prepaid account to recieve calls and now he still has not called, I wrote him and told him so hopefully soon. I can't even bring myself to go visit... 1. cause I am scared I will break down 2. The fear of not knowing what to expect. I wanna see him more than anything and wann go Sunday but don't wanna pop up without him knowing i'm coming....Wish I could get a message to him to call.... Ok I am done venting...

First, welcome to wap.

I think what you are feeling is perfectly normal. Whats wrong with a good cry? It would do you good. Take your time and follow your heart. This forum is here to help in any way we can.

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