I feel bad but man oh man my pp who is serving life wanted to marry me i gave him the reasons why i could not do it he used them against me when i mentioned the whole celabacy issue and made me out to be some kind of sex maniac!then had the nerve to sugest we should test my love and see if its real by not writing for awhile i flipped the script on him talk about being munipulative! i 'm like look i dont play head games,
your the one serving time and you expect me to for the rest of my life blah blah ,i got nasty !anyone else ever have to put their pp in check? will see we will either go back to friends or stop writing oh my Gosh i was so mad he has said this thing about not writing in the past 3 or 4 letters watch what you ask for ! i told him i feel like martin luther king jr the Truth will set you free!!!!free at last free at last Good God almighty i'm free at last ,this love and pressure was really getting to me

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Sorry to double post just venting but he kept the pressure up for every reason i gave him (i live 10,000 )miles away from him he had an answer gee's i will miss him though but im a big girl i'll get over it i dont understand why he kept forcing the issue and he wanted it now!

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A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.
~ Leo Buscaglia

Dragonfly!!!!Preach! LOL!
You been busy since I been gone I see.) Done fell under the pressure of love and marriage! Incarceration makes people good at manipulation,,they got so much time to think of the "game" plan. He would have only had to tell me that ONCE. And he would have had to beg to never mention it again after that ONE time. 3-4 letters means He is on game time and he might be proposing a few things to a few other folks too,,,giving himself a way out ahead of time in case one's prospect is better than the other,just a gut feeling,,I could be wrong. But you already on Route 66 again so it really dont matter,,Youse a free and clear woman,,,lol )
Babi,,,

ha ha thats was kinda my thinking to i caught him in some blll first i was the only one he was writing to then it was someone from london australia a gay dude then it wadnt a gay dude i'm like look im the one who told you to have lots of pals considering your setence and your going to lie about something as simple as that ! believe me i got trierd of trying to be sane after all i'm not lol as we all know ,very slick and the mans serving 99 yrs ! i'm like whats your rush (snicker )yup i;m on the highway taillights baby

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A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.
~ Leo Buscaglia

whoops typo bull im like awe im not the one boy you better keep it real your self i must admitt it felt good letting him have it

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A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.
~ Leo Buscaglia

Yes, I've had to put a few pals in check over the years. One I checked so well he told me that he was a gang banger on the street and he NEVER had anyone put him in his place like I did. LOL! He got over himself after I did it so it worked!

lol midwestern

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A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.
~ Leo Buscaglia

LOL!! You go girl!! I had to do the same put a pal in place...I did it in a nice way and things are good now...

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Friends in your life are like pillars on your porch.
Sometimes they hold you up and sometimes they lean on you.
Sometimes it's just enough to know they're standing by.

~~"My tears do not compromise my strength"...~~

Wow ,,seems like we all have to do it from time to time. I wonder whats the biggest thing that has to be checked?
Is it lying? Should we be so hard on them for little lies,,when we all know we tell a few our selves,,now the big ones is a diff story.Just wonderin

manipulatin is what gets me i expect little white lies thats all cool ,but when you expect me to jump and take my words and twist them then your getting personal you know what im saying!

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A single rose can be my garden... a single friend, my world.
~ Leo Buscaglia