I took the plane to the US over three months ago. It was my first time overseas. I remember i was so nervous for that long flight and all the strict security. But everything was going great. My bf's family was the first family i saw when i walked on the airport. They hugged me, and i felt so welcome since the first second.
At home his mom cooked my favorite meal and made a hot bath. I spended a few days with the whole family and it felt or i knew them for many years.
Finally the day came my bf came out of prison. I will never forget how he walked with a big bag full with my mail over his shoulder into my arms. That moment the world stood still.
The bound we had after almost three years writing and calling was even stronger face to face. The first few days i really couldnt keep my eyes off of him, i wanted to see every move, every expression in his face, how he slept, etc and the same for him, LOL.
Over the months we lived at different kind of places. That was sometimes hectic.
My bf had the luck he had a job at a company from a familymember. But because of the bad economy that familymember lost lots of work, so my bf lost his job. That was a real sad moment. He loved his job, and we needed the money for our living and realize the paperwork.
He did several jobinterviews, but it's hard as an ex-con to find a job. It's so frustrating even after serving your time people still judge you. When are you really free and want to do the things you want? What is the meaning of prisontime?
At home his mom cooked my favorite meal and made a hot bath. I spended a few days with the whole family and it felt or i knew them for many years.
Finally the day came my bf came out of prison. I will never forget how he walked with a big bag full with my mail over his shoulder into my arms. That moment the world stood still.
The bound we had after almost three years writing and calling was even stronger face to face. The first few days i really couldnt keep my eyes off of him, i wanted to see every move, every expression in his face, how he slept, etc and the same for him, LOL.
Over the months we lived at different kind of places. That was sometimes hectic.
My bf had the luck he had a job at a company from a familymember. But because of the bad economy that familymember lost lots of work, so my bf lost his job. That was a real sad moment. He loved his job, and we needed the money for our living and realize the paperwork.
He did several jobinterviews, but it's hard as an ex-con to find a job. It's so frustrating even after serving your time people still judge you. When are you really free and want to do the things you want? What is the meaning of prisontime?
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. Mostly i do those things at the same time, writing and posting on WAP. Lately it's hard for me to concentrate on writing. I have such many mixed feelings, excitement, totally hyper, stressy, etc....
