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Who am I?

It’s a question I find myself asking on a regular basis.

But is there an answer to this question I am asking?

Is it my profession?
My age?
My gender?
My race?
My personality traits?
My wealth or lack thereof?

Is it all of these things combined together?

Even after I think about each thing in particular and list my character traits, my ambitions, my faults, my priorities, material ...

So...I get to go and get blood work done! Considering that I have two phobias...The process is NOT going to be pretty! Hahaha

1) Needles - I'm terrified of them!
2) Veins - I can't have people touch my veins, on the inside of my elbow, wrists and behind my knee caps, I call them my knee pits haha!

Oh well lol, I think I've gotten Billy (the boyfriend) sick as well. I feel so bad, because I have the weekend off...Well I have crap loads of homework, but still. ...

Alright...Well as it stands I only have 2 weeks left and have to accomplish quite a bit:
1) Case Study
2) 5 page essay
3) 10 page essay
4) Presentation
5) Build a website
6) Edit a memo and rewrite
7) Integrated Marketing Communications Exam
8) Test

I think that's about it...I knocked off two case studies and an essay, as well as a test this past week!!!! I think I'm just gonna have to motor through as much as I can this weekend ...

Alright, well it's Thursday Nov. 27th and here I am...Bored as ever! I think something is seriously wrong with me! I've been feeling so nauseous and I can't seem to get rid of a horrible head ache. All I do is sleep and go to school. I have no energy to do anything anymore and it's driving me nuts. I dunno, I've been having a lot of health and personal problems for the past 2 years now and I guess it's finally catching up with me. I can barely force myself to get out of bed and face the day anymore. ...

Just two poems I've written

HOME
My essence has now vanished,
Our love is now a war.
I look back now,
With much regret.
My head,
Uncertain of what the future holds.
And so I breathe it all in,
And never exhale.
A hole forms in my heart,
Growing larger every day; in this cold dark place.
Bleeding internally,
For all eternity.
I’ve lost myself.
Trapped in a stranger,
Everything unknown, ...