Hope

[i]I married you, but you're not there.
You love me dearly and I know you care.
When you proposed I wondered then,
should I say yes? should we begin?
That unconditional Love you claim,
deep in your eyes, am I insane.

But you're not there, not any more
because all we do is slam the doors

We fuel the anger that isn't there,
just to say what? We really care?

I feel so bad! I want so much! what's happening I pray?! I'm losing touch.

You're still not there, I finally stopped. I couldn't think of what to say
No reason to get angry with anyone I know, my mind's in disarray.

I was so tired you see. Tired of thinking on my own.
Then God touched me and told me I was not alone.

I surrendered to Him all. All my thoughts, My loves, My heart.
In return He loved me Unconditionally, right from the very start.

I have never felt more vibrant, more protected, more complete,
Then He reminded me, "Life's not all rosey and neat."
"Some days you are up and some days you are down."
"You can always count on me because I'll always be around."

"Just trust in me with all your heart and mind, and know that I will keep my Word to you to the end of time."

That made me feel good. I felt a whole lot better!
That's when I decided to write this letter.

Keep your heads up when your world is feeling down,
and count on the Lord, know He is around.
Say a prayer, have faith, and keep love in your heart,
and you will have what it takes to make a very good start.
I am trying to treat my husband with gentleness, kindness, and love
I walk in "Faith", "believing" in him from above
If ever I doubt, and as humans we do
I'll continue to Love and let the Lord do what He do
Be Blessed