It starts inside as heat moving from your gut to through your entire insides. Then it consumes you like hot fire! An intense knowing that you want to go away! It's fear!

It throbs and it moves and it calls you and wants you to react and to respond to it's call!

Your thoughts tell you it's about your son, so very far away imprisoned and alone. He's hurting and he needs you. Help him! HURRY! MOM! HELP ME!...

Angel Without Wings

I've spent hours since all this 'stuff' with my PP happened trying to write a letter to him, and sound 'normal' like I don't know anything is wrong... But I just can't seem to do it. I've started so many letters, and I end up sounding like I'm talking to someone I hate and sounding very stone cold and like I'm withholding information, or I can't help myself and start to write just what I think of him! But that isn't going to help... I'm just not a good liar, or good at hiding my feelings - When...

chicksta

I myself am a ex offender and find it very hard to find employment especially where I live in a small town in pennsylvania about an hour outside of pgh and now a "convicted felon" I have my ged and got certified for carpentry which I never recieved my certificate and the program is now shut down due to lack of funding and some other things I took some computer classes but thats about the extent of my education but i would like to continue it money obviously a problem as mentioned earlier...

lana8202

You wouldn't believe it, he called me again last night! It was so hard to just stay 'calm' and not yell at him for being a jerk... But I know that wouldn't get me anywhere, I need to see this through - if he can lie to me, then I can do it back... Well, at least I can try! haha. Lucky though he loves to talk, so I barely had to say anything, because if I did I think he would have noticed that I wasn't impressed!... Actually come to think of it, the way he said goodbye I think he noticed anyway!...

chicksta

Well, problem has been sorted! I spoke to the 'other' girl on the phone last night,and she wanted to contact me to let me know that she thought we were both being played for fools - which was exactly what I wanted to tell her! We spent an hour and a half on the phone, she read me some of his letters - almost word for word exactly the same things that he'd told me! He has been busted big time.... And there is no way I'm going to just sit back and take it! I warned him not to play games with me more...

chicksta