I know. That which doesn't KILL us makes us stronger. And I am a firm believer in "everything happens for a reason". I just really wish I didn't have to be tested NOW.

I went thru 3 months of unemployment LAST year - December thru February. It was ridiculous I don't even want to tell you. I just barely feel up to the task of job hunt right now, KNOWING full well that there is next to nothing out there in my field which would mean taking a lesser job making dirt money. That's why I think I want to focus on the toys. With that I can go as far as I want to and as soon as I get the ball rolling with my first party, it'll be way better from there. I always had a problem nailing down that first one, but I always did really well AT the parties.

My upline is in CT and my bf is in NY. Thinking about making a drive up so that I can WATCH her in action (b/c I never have, my sister referred her to me) and get some time in with the bf. I just have to wait for her to get back from HAWAII from the trip she won off the company. I signed on under the best. She's a great producer so I'll be learning from the best. Just have to wait for her to get back.

Thanks for all the support.

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