Dear Idontknow,

I'm sorry about that, what happened to you.
Yes, I think the best answer is from Smiley. I would also try to carry forward with writing, to let him know that you still are loving him and be there for him. I wish you all the best and an answer from your beloved.
My thougths are with you.

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