Hi ksamec01 and welcome to WAP.

I'm no expert, but I would say that you are "grieving" the loss of your bf, even though it is only a temporary loss. From what I have read, there are common steps to grieving, and one of those steps are anger. People who lose a loved one often experience the same symptoms.

But, think of it this way. You are both young, and he is in for a relatively short period of time. You will survive this. If this experience doesn't break your realationship, it will make it stronger, and he will come out of it, being a better man. With him knowing that you will be there, beside him, he won't ever want to make the same mistake again. Good luck with everything.

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