My depression is for a couple reasons one I took too long to learn my lesson and may spend better part of my young adult hood in a prison. Secondly I am ill not just the stones, I have a few health issues, and I think I stress get sicker and then bam I can barely function. I am not trying to pry on sympathy so please understand that. I was severely abused when I was younger and ended up with a TBI, as a result of that I have petite mal seizures and I just am flustered, do you know what I mean?