I got a call yesterday from my hubby's celly. Seems that him and a jail guard had words over an i.d. bracelet or something and now he's locked down for ten days. This means no visits, not even a phone call. My birthday is Thursday, the 27th of this month so this means I will not even get to talk to my husband on my birthday.

He was already so very depressed, so depressed that it was overwhelming me badly as to know what to do for him and now this. I just don't know how things can get any worse at this point. I am really struggling and feel very, very hopeless and I'm sure he does too but I really don't know what is going on with him as I can't talk to him. But I'm sure its not good.

Why in the world do the jails and prisons do this? Don't they realize that I am now being punished too? I didn't do anything at all! I feel like screaming but all I end up doing is crying!