Goedemorgen, your are not dumb. The US prison system is a complete disater. Your English reading and writing abilities are far supperior to most of us in this country. I worked close to Maastricht for many months and found that the Dutch have a wonderful view of languages, people and family.

gelieve te geven geen hoop op. Bestudeer de wet voor de staat in de Verenigde Staten door het Ministerie van Correcties. Goed geluk.

Obviously my Dutch is not nearly as good as your English but I hope I was able to help.