Re: Man convicted of stalking, killing ex-girlfriend executed Peanut.
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I think what is what I have been trying to say. I do think many go inside with some sort of psych problem to begin with part of how they got there is the psych problem.. Mental health problems cuase the person to be at some level alienated from a lot of society .iand inclined to commit crime if only to get by or to use a drug to escape the torment that their life is . I was one of the very few. But I had /have them now . (Sarcasm Alert ) out
I am really sick of the self-righteous holier than thou aholes who say stop blaming society they are the only ones responsible. There are so damn many holes in hat argument I could rive a tank trough it .
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It is only logical if we hold inmates treat them as less than human find the most petty and vindictive ways to harass them . I felt it every damn day . From the get go. From my arrest to the day I left in fact the sadistic Co would not even let my then 90 year old grandfather walk ot the door and hold a down jacket he bought for me as it was cold out I had to walk 1/2 mile in 1 10 temps with wind blowing in a ts hirt and light weight prison khakis . I know it was just another way for them to get in one last bit to torture
The stress is extreme and lots of problem result I live with them everyday. . guard are sadistic to the core and I believe they really have lost any sense of humanity they had I read something elsewhere and it was ok until the Co justified the thought or need to shoot with buck shot a inmate if they tried to escape with the bible le he gave more insight into his character in those few sentences than years of research could dig up . He did not really care or value that life or the life of any inmate even if it was a escape attempt he would kill and probably enjoy it knowing he could seemed to give the man some feeling of superiority . I was not really surprised. I was nauseated by his false sincerity and playing his audience . In the end he is worse than those he watches over.
Now after few letters and reading I see my friend in Gatesville might out any time soon despite her hopes . I feel awful about it .why tell some one you can be out only to deny it ? That is sick and utterly inhumane, it does affect others some one who she just met who has nothing to do with her past and believed the TDJC when it stated she would be pout soon on their site! . if you say your going to do X damn it do it . Don't let some one get their hopes up only to crush them for some perverse pleasure that is as low as a child molesters . Sick and why? I doubt I can do a damn thing nor can I afford to if I wanted to.
It is this type of actions that lead inmates to despair and back to crime
The give up the system has been designed to crush them and all their hopes and dreams to create a revolving door .
There is a lot off money to be made of the prison industrial complex it can be called. Low wage labor, no OSHA , no worrying about injuries sick days vacations . Anything even overtime and it is happening.
Kickbacks thet ates get from expensive Phone calls even if youi hang uip you pay 3-5 ? that is just wrong but nothing any one can do.
It is why I feel like I do you know that your labels able will follow you . and often the only people i can fully relate to is another inmate or ex convict even of they are not involved in crime . o impart it is why I wrote to my new friend
I just saw where a dumb cop and he was dumb walked up to a open window and sprayed mace in got shot to death if he had been smart would have approached as is policy from the behind and stood where he was not a target . well some guy shot the man who shot the cop no charges were filed even though it was after the fact not in self defense . No that is disturbing .a cop is that much more valued by the state than us that means all of us that if they get shot at any one can dispense justice they see fit? I think the guy who shot the man should face murder charges he is not a hero as he is being hailed in the press . But a gun freak who wanted to kills some one and did as he saw not a cop and suspect he saw cop "almighty untouchable Hero" get shot by evil criminal scum so he waked over after the incident and shot the guy he did not call 911 did not help the cop on the ground no he shot a man in cold blood and got away with it though he is facing civil suit wrongful death . It is disturbing no charges are filed that is vigilante justice at it's worse . But because the guy shot a "hero Cop" it is ok to Kill now if youi think the person did something to a cop making them untouchable and above the law and worse "heroes " is dangerous and once again one step closer to a police state .
It is this mentality that makes it possible the fear spewed by right wing blowhards like Limbaugh who has the audacity to demand druggies go to the big house . thgne get caught with enough oxycontin to keep NYC high foa year ! and the his getting caught with viagra w/o a X lets see you do that oh there is a reason he wnet to the Dominican Republic with viagra . and it is very illegal the Dominican republic is known among peverts for its sex tours I'll let youi take it from there .
The battleto help deserving inmates is uphill and the opposition is well funded motivated and has the media as a complaint messenger
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