There was just too much going on in my life. Moved to some other town and hadn't access to the internet for a while, got a new job, grandma died

It was just too much.
I also only write one guy now. Had some bad experiances with some of my pp's, but also some good ones. John (my fav pp) is still in my life. In February we thought we should give it a try. We are together since then... well, together ... you know what I mean, it's not an average relationship with him 6000 miles away and behind bars. I try to live day by day, no expectations, no high hopes, just enjoying what I have now. Hopefully he will be out next year. Then we will see if it clicks also when we will meet. Until then ... just what everyone here involved with an inmate goes through, struggle sometimes, hope and dream, try not to get carried away in wishful thinking, just taking it slow. *huggles*