I send this missive in seeking real friendship, nowadays where the simplest how are you today can make a lonely soul feel relevant and feeling that someone still cares. Out of sight, out of mind is so true, where I’ve been out of sight for over a decade, where now I see many of those people who were around were not real friends. As years passed I withdrew from the other side of the fence, turning away from family associates and society. I was rebellious in my adolescent years blaming everyone except myself for my faults and wrongs. Where during my stay in prison causing havoc being transferred from prison to prison due to failure to grow.
I’ve had my thoughts, my feelings, expressions tatted over my entire body. My pain, my struggle and worked out faithfully to build my 225 pound frame into a wrecking ball to anyone who opposes me; rock solid, no shake, all of those things I was doing was from a lost soul plus feeling neglected like a throwaway doll. Many more years have passed since then and I’ve allowed myself to heal, grow and transcend from a boy to a man; also a caring father to my only child who I’ve built a great relationship with. My release date is right around the corner and slowly but surely I’m reestablishing myself back into society and a friend would not hurt along the way. I was always taught to understand the author before you judge the book.