If Donald Trump can become president, I guess it’s possible that I might get out one day. But, until then, I’m serving 78 years.
I’m responsible for the death of a woman I was involved with. (God bless the dead). While I never claimed innocence, the circumstances under which I was convicted were irregular and the charges exaggerated as the loss of life was not intentional. Un-factual bias and hyped up media fair provided by America’s Most Wanted made a fair trial impossible. I didn’t help myself by fleeing to Mexico. It’s been eight years now since they dragged me back to the US, beat me half to death and half-unconscious to be paraded in front of cameras. I hope to have a new trial in the coming years.
I’m 33 years old, Puerto Rican and Black, 6’ tall, 230 pounds, and despite my living situation, I try to keep things light hearted. I joke around because I’d rather be laughing than crying. The stuff you see around here is easily worthy of a show on Comedy Central, or at least its own soap opera.
….picture a guy who claims to have a Mercedes Benz, Jaguar, and multiple condos, but has to borrow a 32 cent soup for dinner every night…or the inmate who never brushes his teeth in the midst of an intense life or death argument with an inmate that never showers about who smells worse…or, the yelling match that ensues with a female CO …or, how about two grown men beating the hell out of one another over the love of an ex crack head with hepatitis A through Z and gender identity issues? Little bit sad; but, mostly funny.
I spend most of my time working out, cleaning, doing origami, NOT dropping the soap, watching TV, and drawing.
I wish I could say that I have a job and do the model inmate thing; but, I don’t. I do good for a while; but, always end up in the hole; but, I try; obviously, not hard enough because my behavior has prevented me from hugging my daughter for years now.
I’m looking for an understanding and non-judgmental woman to confide in. Certain struggles I go through I chose not to share with my family, so as not to overwhelm and concern them, but I’m also not dead yet, and still like to laugh and joke.
I’m a good listener. I’ve been through a lot, and as an open book, I don’t mind sharing my history and situations I have overcome both in and out of prison for the purpose of helping a friend. Karma dictates that I better do at least some good, or my hair is probably going to start falling out.
Have you heard the new Usher song, “CRASH”? That’s my favorite song right now.